Thread has pretty much run its coarse. It was about that girl but decided to keep her around, but lied to her and I don’t want to base our friendship around lies and deceit or it’s a doomed friendship so I’ve decided to take a break from her out of respect and work on myself, then one day maybe near summer time get into contact with her again. In the meantime i’ll go to councelling and take my anti depressants. Aswell as work on losing my weight…lost 35 pounds last month alone and finally reached under 200 for the first time since my early 20’s. Also want to get into Boxing and Muay Thai, so hopefully when we meet up again i’ll be a changed man. Also keep up donating to charity and helping people out as much as I can because I don’t want to live this life for my selfish self and needs, but make people happy everywhere I go. We only got 1 life, so make an impact.