Hello again anita,

my mom and I definitely share a friendship or peer relationship for sure.
We went through a very difficult time when she and my dad separated (I have no relationship with him, in fact, he only used me as collateral to get back at her during divorce proceedings) and ever since then I didn’t really get a true childhood and that began this sort of co-dependent relationship with my mom.

I ended things with my ex tonight. I am struggling. I was honest about everything that concerned me and how I felt. He went back and forth between being the victim and acting like he wanted to fix everything; but he never showed me that he was willing to fight or put anything into making this work. I’ve been through the heartbreak before and i’m not as heartbroken as I was before but I feel really emotional. I go back and forth that I made the right decision. Its all based on fear of being alone.

Everything is so confusing right now. I worry that it’ll be bleak forever.

missmegs