I have been with my partner for 4 years now and he has been in jail for all of our realationship i meet him only 2 weeks before he went inside so i didnt really no him at all in the beggining i had cheated on him and later confessed which was 3 years ago but he refuses to let it go we have b broken up many of times as i left because i was always second guessing what it is i really want he is getting deported back to our home country, he doesnt trust me, we are always fighting i have no freedom it is my sisters wedding in bali in October and he says if i go he will leave me and that no women should go off while her man in is jail and now i dont really no what to do i love him so much he is so loyal and i no i will never meet anyone like him but there are also things i want to do in my life im at a major crossroad and if i leave im scared i will regret it but if i stay im scared i will also regret that to! Someone please help me as i dont no what to do