my inner bully cleared today. thanks for your talk to the inner bully:) finished u.s history project and also took quiz relatively easy. here are the things that i still need to work on:
ap calc derivative quiz tomorrow (i think i will do okay as long as i’m not too nervous)
ap biology test wed (still need notes from 6-7, review ch.5)
u.s history quiz ch.13.1-13.2 quiz thurs
java animation story due thurs. and also test on ALICE which is a computer 3-D program that allows you to use objects to create worlds.

i was making necklaces for art club during 3A lunch today and it is quite fun. i really enjoy making crafts. also andrew has a great sense of humor. i had a dream last night that i was watching the stars and i was flying out into the universe embracing the magnificent energy being that i was. i saw my name being written in the stars as i became a feather then a cloud and had a image of the buddha telling me “don’t worry, we are all made of star stuff. you are made of the glitter of the stars and you have worth.” i saw a dark shadow on earth calling out to me “come join me,” but i just soared past the dark shadow. i was light as a feather and i was an angel flying high in the sky. the shadowy figure kept beckoning me so i went closer and i realized it was my inner bully, it was laughing thinking it could ensnare me in its net. i did not want to be ensnared so i flew a bit out of reach, but i could still hear the mean words, the inner bully was telling me and the sky turned black. just when i wasn’t sure if i could fly high again, i saw a bright streak of light (meteor) across the sky and the sky became bright with stars again. just when i was looking up amazed at the stars in awe, wondering where the light came from, i saw a silver disk (meteorite when it hits) the size of a quarter come and i was scared at first it was going to hit me, but it came down on earth and smashed the inner bully. the streak of light then transformed into the buddha and the buddha said “you have let the inner bully tie you down too much. it is time for a new beginning, it is time to step into a new you.” the buddha and i took a look at the heavens and the stars and the buddha said “look at the heavens, see all the stars interwoven in this mass. would the night be as bright if it didn’t have this many stars? i give you the stars as a reminder that even the darkest nights have a light that never fades. may you live forever among the stars. the time to begin your journey is now.” the buddha raised his hand and held it over me and i felt myself become a shooting star and my light streaked across the sky. i heard the buddha say “farewell child, live among the heavens, for your true essence is that of the stars and not that of inner bully. the inner bully may poke holes in you, but it’s at those holes that the stars shine the brightest. would the stars in the sky shine at all if there were no holes in the vast canvas of the sky? ”

Comets have bigger tails and asteroids tend to orbit the sun in an asteroid belt. i think there was also a clock in my dream that read 7:15 as the buddha and i were watching the stars together.

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