If she retires it will be in a year or 2 and i’ll likely never see her again, I don’t even have my drivers license. I dunno what to say to her right now…I need to stop caring for her so much, I know she does not care about me that much and we are just friends even though I’ve never asked and it’s destroying me! also what I have read online is if you tell your friends you like them they get all awkward and stop messaging you or talking to you. I still want to get her that mug idea of yours for Christmas though. I just want her to care about me like I care about her, i’d jump off a bridge for her! This threads been around here for 2 months, what do you think is going on?

If she ever found this thread things would be so awkward between us i’m sure, so i’ll make sure not to show her this thread lol.