Thanks Anita and Inky. Yes. My mother wasn’t very warm towards me and I feel like I never had a mother-daughter relationship. I remember specific situations around 5-7 years old which make me wonder if she ever loved me at all. Also my dad is a very quite man, and I remember my mum being jealous that I was closer to him growing up. She would argue with him that he always took my side…I think I am still chasing for her approval and acceptance sometimes. I am scared I will regret to trying my all when I get older..

Dear Inky I have trouble being sexually attracted to good guys, so it’s difficult to visualize the situation.