@anita
I do agree, it was quite scary to have self doubt manifest itself in my head as my family. To this day I don’t know if some things I’m doing to myself, such as my jaw, I feel like I clench of rest it with my teeth touching, so I start to focus on it, and after I readjust my focus the discomfort lasts, and I start to wonder if I’m doing it to myself by thinking about it, almost like taking away control by trying to make it normal or comfortable again out of fear?