Man, it’s been over a week since she’s text me! This is officially now the longest she’s gone not texting me since we started texting. Looking back at our text the last time she sent me a text out of the blue because she wanted to talk to me was early October when I donated all that money to save someones life. Anytime she texts me it’s because I have text her, bringing people to her work and she wants to know how many so she can reserve a table, because we made plans and are talking about them. Why can’t she text me because she just wants to? “Hey Pat, I was thinking of you, and wanted to say hi” or something. SOMETHING that does not have me force her to text me first. yeah she’s busy working, I am busy working too…I still make time to text her and say hi on my own! It sucks but I have told myself i’m not going to text her until she WANTS to text me on her own. I know texting is not the only thing about friendship, but it’s important for staying in touch…if she does not message me all month then i’ll know we are not even friends lol. Seriously..how hard is it to say “Hey, how you doing?” how hard is it? I want to feel wanted too… -.- Pretty sure if I did not message her after that time we hung out at a buddies gig early November i’d still not have a text from her if I did not text her, I guess we will see. If she has time to text me back, she has time to text me because she wants to.

Rant over.