I have tried therapy multiple times with many therapists each time hoping to find the right person to work with. I have created a bit of a disdain towards the entire profession I will admit. I have never found one where I wasn’t more than a number, where as soon as my time was done my name was forgotten as soon as my file was put down, at least that was how it was feeling like to me. I am getting ready to attempt again with my husband and find myself more apprehensive about that and feeling scared that the therapist will ruin what we have been working on than hopeful that this will help us especially knowing his needs right now.