Thank you for the answers.
Yes, my mom still lives with my dad. And im pretty sure will live with him forever.
Thats her choice.
When im living under the same roof most days are awful. He is always drunk and is terrible to deal with that. I think she relies on me because she doenst have anyone to share her anger.
My mom spends her days drowning in sadness . She takes antidepressants for 4 years. At first they helped a bit, now i think they just make her like a machine.
Im going to try to find out about that cheap theraphy. I hope it exists.
I wish i could just decide.
Its all hard.
But it helps to know that there people out there willing to help. Thank you for that