Dear wabc:

There will come the time that you will explode, as you wrote, “into a million pieces of star dust and recreated into another consciousness”- a time when you will no longer be this body, having your eyes to see, your ears to hear, your skin to touch; there will be a time when you will no longer have your children to experience, your partner to interact with-

No need to rush it. That time will come.

In the meantime, do your best with the here and now. You are not a mistake, of course you are not. The meaning of you being here and now is, I believe, to learn all you can using your eyes, your ears, your touch, learn all you can about you and other people; about life as you know it. There is peace in learning, in knowing more and more.

Knowing more and more not about other consciousness states, the other side- there will be the time when you will be available to know more about those things. Now is the time to know more about life-as-is, on this earth, here and now.

Hope you post again.

anita