Thank you Anita,

Your words a very useful to me. I just feel so confused and really need external perspective to make sense of it all. He said that during a moment of clarity (while on antidepressants) which is when he broke up with me. that he saw things clearly for othe first time in months and that that´s why he dump me.

I battled depression while being iwth him and not for one second did I thought about breaking up with him. I loved him eventhrough depression, that´s why I find it so hard that he doesnt.