Thank you. I feel like the guilt is kicking in and there’s no guarantee that i will be with my old friend since she has her own issues to work out but i kept thinking to myself that fear of being alone or rejected isnt a good enough reason to stay in a relationship. The guilt is really harsh but if i go back now i feel like it will eventually wear off and i’ll keep feeling this way towards my friend and keep talking to her in secret. They both deserve better than that.
I guess the shock is still fresh from the brain quake