Dear Tannhauser:

I am sad to read your last goodbye post. I got used to reading your posts, often enjoying your wit and courage, and if you do not post again, I will miss your presence here.

For a while, I did- like you suspected- make fun of you, in my own mind, for your way-out-there beliefs (ex. that you are/ were an incarnation of a god or a planet). At this point, now, I feel ashamed for my attitude and for having expressed it to you to any extent that I have. I apologize- I was wrong.

Having read most of your posts, I am aware of the very serious health problems, difficulties, handicaps that you have suffered from, for so long, including a kidney transplant. I did not have a kidney transplant and I don’t know how I would have reacted to such. I am sorry you have suffered as much as you have and that you still are. I wish you experienced much relief. I wish you experienced peace of mind. I sincerely do.

anita