I’ve been trying best to look after my children but it’s getting too much.  I’ve broke down few times in front of my kids and they know I’m not happy.

I’m planning to back to Vietnam for 2 months, that’s where my family is and they’re waiting for me.  there’s so much lie and emotional damage I’m afraid I might go crazy.  someone I’ve been with so long with can do this to me.  when her brother confronted her said it’s complicated between them, what about me and her we had 3 kids together, a family.  she destroyed everything nothing left.