ok i see what you are saying….and yes i guess it does go back to one specific relationship i had…the feeling that you are not good enough for someone, that you are not worth the fight…one ex boyfriend left me with this feeling. So when this guy ended things (hollywood date) i felt the same all over again. i felt like i wasnt good enough for him, like i was not worth it….i guess this part is right…im not obsessed with him even though it may seem. and i do want to take things slow, im  just scared!