yes exactly! but over the course i have actually grown to really like his personality, and i have decided that personality is much much more important to me than looks, i rather have a sweet guy like him over a cute guy that lacks personality. I actually told him that i could go out this saturday at noon lol i know i have made plenty of mistakes along the way, and im still learning about all this dating but its hard to put yourself out there after getting hurt and carrying that with you .