Dear JayJay:

Appearances are often deceiving- L appearing so patient, so oh-so-wonderful, as you wrote. As to your dream: I can imagine the moment J figures out what he did, and the moment L figures out she traded a moody man for a depressed man. I imagine a “Now what? Now what do I do?” kind of thinking on her part.

But because L has such a long history of appearing not like she is, she is likely to continue to appear who or what she is not. Even in that last email where she wrote she is happy- probably not true.

* I read your post on the other thread where you shared about your parents, particularly mother- what a powerful, insightful share! Thank you.

anita