Hello katie.

Thankyou for your reply i really appreciate it!. I am doing better now ive even been on one date even though i wasnt really into it. For the first time last weekend i was happy abd content with my own company plus i went and did a 21km obstacle course to clear my mind which worked… i have been thinking about her still but now there isnt as much heartache its more upsetting if that makes sense. I still miss her every single day and wonder who shes with and what shes doing and if she is thinking about me.. but my recovery is slow but steady. We havnt spoken in almost a week. Im just waiting for that random message. My mates trying to set me up with a girl who i think is amazing and i hope she sais yes to my date offer. I just hope ik healed enough to search for the connection. Im pretty sure my ex has moved on so im doing the same… i have no other choice. I hope i can be her friend after my love and want for her fades..