Sylvie,

I also was involved with a narcissist or sociopath. We were married for 8 years and together for almost 12. He was an extremely toxic person to be involved with and literally had my life in turmoil. It was the best thing you could of ever done and you will be thankful once you finally see how much they affect your life. Everything you are worried about will work itself out. You just have to keep faith and know that everything happens for a reason. There was a reason you met this person and there was a reason you built up the courage to get away. Good luck to you in your journey!