But somehow I don’t understand why am I becoming like this. To be so concern on such issue. I am thinking sometimes maybe I am already the anxious person long time ago, just I less care about it and I live my life as usual. I didn’t think so much, is it age older cause us to be more overthinking? Cause now whichever I feel anxious I will run toilet and hand palm and feet sweating around, feel so uneasy, feel so bad seems this will always following me. I do cry because of I feel myself like abnormal, but some friends advise not to give up myself as long I am still alive, still got chance to improve, and ask me to enjoy life, relax and be happy, sometime I so can be like this, but sometimes not or most of the time, maybe I still don’t find the way yet.