Hi Anita,

Thanks for your reply. I have several diagnosis I am in treatment for, Panic Disorder, Borderline personality disorder, PTSD, disorder, and major depressive disorder all controlled by medications. And of course, case management and therapy. I guess that I don’t think about it at times, until I start to feel lonely, sad, sabatoge relationships..then think..God, what a mess I am. Although, in reality I know there is no truth to this, as I help people, volunteer, am very much into animal welfare..but there are times, I see people in loving relationships, with many close family and friendships, which I have never been able to have. It just makes me feel that my illness holds me back from someone who has alot to offer but does not know how to offer it. Thanks for any insight. It just gets tough and frustrating sometimes.