Not sure whom you were perfering to by befriending another woman or my friend. What were you trying to say?

All I know what I need to do for myself is to live my life here as so for my dearest friend living her life in her country.  Yes, I can meet other people and become good friends but at the end of the day my feelings for my dearest friend is strong! It’s a struggle for me to stay focus on myself when my heart is so keen on her. I want to move on so I won’t get my hopes up if it doesn’t work out, I don’t want to get my hopes up, unrequited love will be heart breaking for me to overcome it cause I’ve been through it before with a ex best friend that broke my heart.