We are all in our 60’s. Not too many chances for happiness left. I feel she just doesn’t want him to move on. She has him tied up, since his resources are all in the jointly owned paid off house. If she aint happy, he damn sure needs to be beaten by her and made to suffer. She hopes he will die from the aggravation and she will have won the battle and all the money is hers. She is a hometown girl, lived in same place for her whole life. Both R-1 and I grew up together in big city and looking forward to a new life with exciting travel, even if just to beaches local and exotic places, as we were both from Miami.  She hates changes and likes life to continue and feel in control Seems to have a deep down unhappiness that was toxic and affected her sons and took it out over the years on R-1. Being as patient and calm as he is, he took some abuse that I dont think most men would,as far as insults, and being quite the unsatisfied person left home, while he traveled as an executive for a large company. She wanted him to stay home and work in the factory ( where he started) and not go further. Seems like she needed the control and unable to see the benefits of him going up through the ranks and fighting his way to the top. When invited numerous times to travel with him, she declined, said he was too big for his britches and she couldn’t leave the sons even though grandparents in  the same town (teenagers- not toddlers at the time). She made sure that she told sons that their father doesn’t like them and doesn’t want to be home with them.

I asked about her upbringing from R-1, as I see that you really focus on childhood and how our personalities are formed, based on parental influence. He indicates she did not have a loving relationship with her father and mother, dry and not warm. Maybe has an inbred hatred towards men?  R-1  married to her for 37  years….and thought nothing was better than what he had. When the meanness and toxic insults really beat him down, he reached out to me 3 years ago, on a whim, that he just wanted to know I was OK and happy in my life. He always carried a torch for me, all these years and wanted to know that he didn’t “ruin” my life from 40 years ago, since he was considered to “ruin” everyone around him  in this relationship and was the whipping boy for any of their problems all these years. you know the long story…..

It appears that no one seems to be accountable for themselves in that family, and R-1 is a convenient whipping boy. So anxious to leave the situation, but all resources tied up in that house and settlement needs to happen. Found out he wasn’t officially divorced as per the paperwork he signed, as it appears that the divorce is not final til the finances done. She has him over a barrel and she knows it.

We speak daily and just converse and keep each other in our daily activities, so we can feel we have something good. I have offered assistance and am very relieved that he has refused, as he will not ask me to take care of him and his troubles. He does want to move on, take care of me in his enchanted and loving way, and cut all ties with this toxic situation and move on with me. You speak of patience – it has been 3 years. Maybe a judge may see through this game-playing, charge her with contempt of court and threaten jail time if she doesnt comply with the court-ordered agreement, as settled. She usually comes into court with 2-3 friends of hers, who then attack R-1  verbally in the hallway before and after the hearings. I only thought this hateful behavior  was the stuff of novels, but it is real life. I am surrendering and letting go of my expectations, so that is why I feel I am in neutral and not going forward. Life lessons………..and I remain in my shallow life here, as waiting to see what happens.