I am trying to comment on my story being told. Please have patience with me. I am trying to get it together. I am just trying to work through some “coincidences” again. By the odds it’s just too many coincidences of me being reminded that I am not to be embraced by anyone. Too many. I do make an effort sometimes and I am reminded of what things are suppose to be like for me. I am waiting for someone to prove me wrong. I’m torn between wanting to get to that place I want to be and setting myself up more to be reminded that I am not one of those women.