Your suggestion is bang on! I think what has happened to me in the past I feel like I always need to feel loved (from partners or a lover) but then when I have it I throw it away as I like to travel and that is my true passion. I get what you mean by not all men are kind but how can I tell the difference? he says he loves me, he cares deeply for me, although im not 100 per-cent sure I trust him as he has slept with a few girl since I was away (but shouldn’t he, I left him) I feel he is extremely good looking so could get any girl, why bother girl me if I’m crazy in this relationship, but he still tells me its only me he wants – but I don’t want to be the fool.

I’m extremely passionate about my life and living it to the fullest – I am a very emotional spiritual person and just feel slightly lost and confused! I am going away. As I read this I feel im going round in circles – if I was to stay and not travel would I be 100 per-cent satisfied with him? im not sure but I would like to think I would! he is very attached to his job and sport, which I fully support but I do sometimes feel like a third wheel to him, am I a crazy girl to feel like he should play me more attention or is that me anxiety kicking in? so hard to tell!

Thank you again – Please come to Canada with me and keep me sane 🙂 haha!