Hello everyone,

@Eliana, thank you for answering me. Yes, everybody that talked to me was very supportive and I had great inputs.

I already reached the exhaustion point, that’s when I decided to break up. I can see clearly that’s not the relationship I deserve, so I’m trying to have faith that I will be able to find love again, even though it feels like this is going to last forever. But one of Anita’s inputs is that it just feels this way, so I’m trying to believe.

@Anita, cutting contact seems like an universal opinion (my family and close friends included).

So, I did this today. I said that wasn’t going to answer him again. I changed my number and asked my relatives and friends to not tell me in case he contacts them.

I know this is going to be hard, and I really expect I can be strong enough…I need to be. I don’t know exactly how this is going to be. The other times I felt lonely, helpless and felt like I have nobody. I know I’m going to walk this path again, but this time I need to go through all of it in order to be free, finally.

I can’t thank you all enough for your time and consideration in reading my story. For making me believe it is possible and that I’m going to survive.

I will keep you posted.

I wish you all happiness and peace. I hope that when this is over, I will know better a lot of things and will be able to help other as you all did to me.