yes, it just is a gut feeling that it isn’t the end. we still talk and he makes sure i’m good… all the love we shared between us, and the connection couldn’t just disappear… we were madly inlove. well i was and still am. i just know this is a really hard time for the both of us, with life starting and everything getting so real. so hopefully everything works out. i’m trying to just breathe, let the days go day by day.. it just hurts so much. definitely when your mind knows and understands but your heart yearns for what it wants.