Dear Shawn995:

Welcome back!

Your daily habits of physical exercise, mindfulness, reading helpful material are good daily habits. I think best for you, in your circumstance (living with your mother with whom you do not get along, still, correct?) is to find at least one friend with whom you have commonality. You wrote: “everyone here my age like going out, drinking, partying” and that you don’t enjoy that.

Maybe there is one person who doesn’t enjoy drinking and partying either, one person with whom you can have a closer relationship with?

anita