To anita

Thanks for answering

The Romeo and Juliet story is indeed kinda similar to ours. We are young, our families hate each other. But I trust my parents , and I know, that they want only the best for me. They helped me to see more clearly this situation.

At one hand it feels like pure infatuation. But there was a thing that made me think that it is not just a crush.

When we were together I didn’t think about my feelings at first. I knew he had troubles in life and I wanted to make him a bit happier while giving him this closure and affection. This feeling made me happy too. But for a while…

With time I understood that he was really idealising me and our future. He felt good , but didn’t think about my feelings. And I don’t really made him feel that I don’t like what is going. But he often wanted to hear what I feel , and what I think about doing next. And i just was silent. And said nothing. Because my intuition gave me always a bad feeling but making him happy seemed more important…

The situation in past is not a story, which I really want to bring to the Internet. But what i can say – we trusted them and they betrayed us with money.