Hi.

Sorry to write again. I’m very depressed right now. Couple days after we decided to stop texting each other, she texted me asking how have I been. I was cold to her because I knew it was for the best. She kept making things to talk and again talking about us not working and so on. It was driving me crazy. Until she called me the night. We talked like normal, she jokes around so sweet. We laughed. Then I said to her “you have to move on, we have to move on”, and she hung up. The next morning she texted me “I miss you”, I replied “I miss you too.” Then she continued that she wanted me to be independent and strong, and being with her would be an obstacle for me to do so. So we said take care to each other. Later the day she texted me again saying that sometimes I have to give command so then others won’t walk over me. I okayed her. I had meeting the whole day that day and after meeting was done, I figured out that she blocked me everywhere.

This breaks me really hard. The thought of not be able to see or contact her anymore frightens me. I’m feeling crazy, I’m dying inside, I wanna scream. I don’t know what is this. I’m depressed right now. Help me please.