Hello Amber,

What you said is exactly how I feel. My insecurity and anxiety were fueled by the doubt that he wasn’t/he couldn’t give me what I wanted. We had some issues in our relationship and they never seemed resolved. We both tried really hard, however, we were too different and could’t even communicate well. It’s so heartbreaking because I know we still have feelings for each other.

I am into 10 days of NC and I haven’t heard from him at all. Ever since the day we broke up, I have been trying to change myself for the better, trying to find peace and happiness within. I am trying hard to live my life without him, to start over, but when the reality kicks in, thinking that we are no longer a couple, makes me extremely depressed and sad.

Honestly, it’s probably better for us to part for now anyways. If our relationship was never at risk, I’d never have the chance to grow myself and evaluate this relationship from distance with a clear head.