Dear anita

Thank you for your reply! Well because I am an idiot that thinks that people can change, I accept them as they are and that I rather suffer with him than to not be with him. We had our lovely moment and I always remember that. Or maybe it was such a brutal break up that I still need to forget him, let go and wait until these feelings go away, unfortunately, love is not rational. To be honest I am happy to get rid of that burden I am not good at relations I think.

Well, my parents can be too controlling and over protective so I have to push them back many times but I love them they are amazing kind parents.