Dear wildoceanflower:

Your last sentence is: “But my mind continues to wish and wish things were different.”

You know the song:  “When you Wish Upon a Star- Makes no difference who you are- Anything your heart desires- Will come to you- If your heart is in your dream- No request is too extreme- … Fate steps in and sees you through- When you wish upon a star- Your dreams come true.”

A beautiful song. I remember hearing it in Fantasyland, Disneyland, California, my first visit to Disneyland. What a magical visit it was and how beautiful that song sounded.

You often wrote, wildoceanflower, about you looking for starsigns for answers, even obsessively at times, so you wrote. You do look to the stars for answers, and you do “wish upon a star” for love and happiness, just like in the song.

And like in the song, you too believe in Fate, hoping it “steps in” and make a difference in your life, otherwise hopeless.

anita