Hello anita

i don’t understand either. Honestly, this is my only regret that I don’t seem to get his blessings to move on. Though I mentioned breakup many times over the courese of our relationship, I made it really clear that the email was my goodbye to him. He probably doesn’t buy that because I was always crying wolf?

In the past two months I tried showing him love, sending him positive energy and explaining my determination to reconcile. He didn’t even bother to respond to any of those as if he wanted to string me along. When I finally had the courage to say goodbye and move on, he blamed me for playing games and being untruthful. He kept saying he didn’t know what I wanted from him. Maybe he’s the one who doesn’t know what he truly wants. Maybe he lets his ego overdrives him. Whatever it is, I just know I am so tired from it. I might not be a good girlfriend, but I came with a sincere open heart. I tried my best to love this man and that should be all.

I just wanted to vent I guess.