Hi Anita!

Thank you for your answer. You brought up an interesting point, although a bit fatalistic 😉 but I don’t think is that. Slightly maybe. I don’t know anymore…

I try not to be blind and to be as objective as I can but is not always easy, but I don’t believe that my father is the “cause” since we were actually pretty rich when I was a kid, and he was just fine, he lost everything so start working hard in non very well  paid jobs. When I was younger I was not worried since my sisters were living nearby. Now everyone is gone and I’m seriously thinking about renting a house for me and my father, work six months, travel four, and so on. But this idea also makes me feel like a loser. I mean, come on, living with your parents  a at 38? Not to mention that I really don’t like the town where he lives.

Thank you again for reading me!

Are you feeling better now? How?