Dear Keerthi:

In your last paragraph you wrote: “My life is perfect”- well, it is not. If it was perfect you wouldn’t be “LOST!!” (title of your thread).

You wrote that you were happy until 2-3 months ago. Did something happen 2-3 months ago, some change in your life or in your boyfriend’s life, his behavior?

I didn’t understand what you meant here: “whenever i fight with him that i dont feel the same around me anymore, after 2 hours, i feel like i am getting suffocated. I want him to be with me all my life.”

Did you mean that you feel suffocated in his company, that you want to be alone instead of being with him or that you don’t want him away from you at all? And what are those fights you mentioned?

anita