Anita,

Wow – that is all I have and is able to say to reply to your post.

I never realise that I was treating and seeing him just like our parents has been treating us our whole life …. as if we are Gods not human beings. I was wrong to be admiring him in such un-normal ways, I was seeing him the same way that his parents has been seeing him without realising. I feel ashamed.

Do you think that communicating with him will help me at all with my struggles?

I am very scared, I do not know how he will take this from me. The best thing that can happen is him opening up and we can share our feelings honestly, the worst thing that can happen is I will turn our current relationship into something really bad. This can goes either way – is it worth taking the risk?

-Mina