[Irrelevant Update]

Anita,

This has nothing to do with the last reply but I want to share something that had happened today, I hope you do not mind.

Today started as a really good day – I made a really good friend after the break up, an exchange student from Singapore.

Maybe I have never mentioned it to you but Singapore is my favourite country in the world. I love the food, the culture and the people. I have always liked Singapore since I was a kid, I have a lot of attachment to the country in a sense. I have always wanted to have a Singaporean friend and finally found one here. I was so happy since we also connected well.

I realise that I have never mentioned where I currently live, I live in Korea. My ex was a Korean, that is why he has to go to a mandatory military service. My new friend has a little brother who is the same age as me (19) and looking from the pictures, he is totally my type. She told me that she would introduce me for real to him If I do exchange to Singapore (I have plans to exchange since the very beginning) but currently his brother is also doing his mandatory military service since he is a Singaporean.

His brother seems really laid back and nice. This is my first time after the break up, seeing a guy as “attractive” and “boyfriend material” – and I have to admit, it was a really nice feelings. I realise that there are still a lot of guys out there that are as great as my ex or even better than him.  I realise that there is still love after my ex boyfriend.

Things seems great, until I met my father`s friends who are visiting Seoul. They are all very rich ladies and as usual, they all have a great relationship with my father so they want to take care of me while they are here to make my father happy – my father is respected and loved by a lot of people, and he has tons of connections and friends. They come to Seoul and will buy me expensive stuff.

Today, his friends bought me so many cakes and food as they usually do.

This, however, triggered me. I remembered how I used to receive so many cookies and cakes and the first person that I will share it to is my boyfriend. I will wait for his Student Council meeting to end around 9/10 pm and we will go into the school`s main gate and eat the cake, drink and talk until late at night. Today, I brought so many cakes and food but I have no one to share it with. I feel very lonely and sad.

I miss him, Anita. I really do.

-Mina