Dear Angharad,

Thank you for your kind words. It’s my 6 weeks now, slightly better cause I have been keeping myself occupied with work, hanging out with friends and booked a solo trip end of this month to clear my mind.

To be honest, I still think of him everyday and very often throughout the day. Some nights were the worst, been crying still and questioning myself what did I do wrong or why did I deserve this? I can’t stop myself from checking his Instagram and it’s seems that he is living off well without me, and of course it furthers breaks my heart.

I am considering if I should go to visit some professional therapy to help me during this phase.

I hope you have been well and better