Thank you so much for your replies. It really means a lot. We hardly argued throughout the relationship but I think ultimately he’s been pulling away for months and I’ve felt it and been so miserable. I told him everything I felt and that I wanted to sort things but he just said he doesn’t want to keep trying and cause more hurt. He jay doesn’t think there’s anything behind us anymore like their used to be and we struggle to talk about anything interesting recently which I agree with because I guess I have been so down and not had much to say but only because of the way he was treating me. We didn’t leave it on a bad note he has said he doesn’t want anyone else right now and doesn’t even want to try just needs  time to think about shit maybe I don’t think this was a hard decision for him but it was. I left it at that but this morning he added this girl on Facebook who he had been on a date with before me and I totally lost it. Told him to go to hell and wish I had never met him and deleted him off my Facebook. I feel awful for saying that but I was so angry and hurt and now wondering if he’s been a back in touch with her for a while.

I do agree with the comments, I feel like I did need him to complete me in some way and that’s why I am so devastated and I realise that is not right. I’m so upset and feel like I’m never going go move forward and meet the right person.