The counselor just cancelled on me, he had some emergency and just texted me to tell me he will let me know when he is available, just didn’t say when, at least to re-schedule myself and my time.

This makes me anxious, days go by and I feel we lose each other into doubt and distance, just called Carlos twice, he didn’t answer, this counselor of him, I don’t know, is the second time he cancels on me, I did ask him once we could go to someone else, but he said no.

I guess he won’t trust nobody else, but I feel we really need some sessions together, and they are not happenning, I am starting to feel desperated.