Well I’m unhappy to report that I think the whole thing is getting away from me. It’s now been two weeks since we last saw each other, and while we have almost talked every day, whenever a date gets set up she tends to get too busy for it. I’ve tried pulling away and giving some distance, and she’ll reach out and we’ll exchange a few texts, but we just can’t seem to get on the same page for making an effort to actually see each other. It almost happened Friday night, but didn’t. Could have happened yesterday or today, but didn’t. All while the ball was in her court. Seems that even though I’m coming off as easy going and happy to accommodate her schedule, she just doesn’t have the same ability for me. It’s nothing short of confusing though, cause her text messages still read like she’s interested in me.. and she likes my posts on instagram (if that has any sort of significance) but maybe it’s simply out of my control. Maybe she’s got things going on I don’t know about. Who knows. I guess sometimes you just don’t know what a person is thinking.

The romantic in me wants to keep being patient and maybe try to set something up again in a week or two. I’ve been trying to be more in the present though, so I won’t fixate on when or how or even if I’ll try to reach out again. Sad though. Really felt a special connection with this one. Hurts that it didn’t get to blossom into much. Maybe time will tell a different story.