Anita,

I feel my posts are somehow offending you. If that is the case then I’m sorry for whatever language or view may have caused that. I am repeating my thought only so I can be sure i have communicated it clear enough which I feel I’m unable to. It is not about how many partners I have or the nature of relationship I have with them. The fact that she’s been with other people and I have not, makes me feel somehow inadequate and I do not know how to explain to you how exactly it makes me feel inadequate or feel its unfair. I don’t know what ‘information’ I mean, the last part of my previous post was just my best attempt to explain what I feel in my head.