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Hi,
Thanks again for replying.
Choice 1: I stick at it, try and just think of the money but hate him and the situation and also not be the husband,father that i could/should be but be able to provide in a relatively stable job (Until the next time they do it to me! Massive trust issues now i am afraid!) It isn’t a physical job but the stress of everything that goes along with it is very hard. Ironically enough i found out Fri that the person making my life so miserable has a job interview mon in a different role so if he gets it maybe that is worth considering as a reason to stay? Bad timing though as i need to know by thurs.
Choice 2: This week i jack and go. Maybe burn a bridge and perhaps that will maybe return to haunt me in the future? Do my induction for my new job fri and return to what i know but for less money, harder physical work but hopefully (?) have less stress and work with nicer people. Again i have trust issues, know what a lot of people in my industry are like and am not sure that i will ever work in a place without nasty, selfish people. Maybe within a new company something different will arise and perhaps i may have a new career within my industry ? I know tough that if i turn them down again then that will be it.
Choice 3: I end my life! sorry, but to me that is a choice. My father in law this afternoon said to me that that Company is not worth your life, marriage or relationship with your kids. It is killing me and when i awake in the dead of night i think this what death must be like? Silent and black.
There you have it.
That is as best as i can summarise the situation.
Thanks again.