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I feel like there are times when it is ok, bearable for me to live here.

Not happy, but I am not really depressed.

I get through my classes just fine, I am doing well in here academically as well.

All I have right now is my parents, I am not feeling so alone anymore because my parents understands and supports me through this.

I am not sure If I can last from November 6th until December 25th, can I handle the distress between those time?

I feel bad asking for another plane ticket to go back home between those time, I feel so … weak. It is not even 2 months yet I do not have the confidence that I will survive.

I do not know what to do, I will probably have to talk to my father as well regarding this.

-Monica