Dear Anita,

Thanks so much for your kind response. I think I just need to continue working hard and pursuing my dreams. I just feel like I am not lucky, like any other girls outside . Those who have rich family who can help them out financially or spiritually. I kind of feeling lost in this world. I feel like life has beaten me up many times every time I try to pick my self up. My parents can’t understand what I am dealing with because I can’t tell them what I have been through, my mom is sick and if I tell her my problems, I am worried that she will keep thinking about me and it doesn’t sound good for her health.

So I am trapped with my emotional baggage alone without any back up. I have to face the world in my own feet. I try to be strong day by day, but sometimes I feel so weak and just wanna cry out loud.

Why is it so heavy?