Dear Anita,

I did not threat him for real. It was just my expression of being upset because he didn’t text me while he was active in messenger. My threat was not supposed to be taken seriously cos I even said it in a soft tone. I think he was angry because i said that in front of his friend. His ego kicked in that’s why he reacted that way. But let’s say if he said that to me. I would just say “well, sounds I don’t have a choice than replying to your messages then”. I won’t be angry because if he said that in a soft tone, i would not think he is serious in saying such thing. But no. He tok it so far; breaking up with me, while 1 hour ago we were joking around.

The fact that he just wanted to shut me down like that really made me broken. Even if I did a wrong thing, I believed I deserve to be treated better, like maybe being given awarning first. Not suddenly being cut. Then what have we done the past one year for?? It’s not like I was just a regular girl, i was his girlfriend. Previously, he did many mistakes, but i always forgave him!! Many times! And i just made a mistake he didn’t wanna forgive me. This thing sucks.

Oh, btw, last night i dreamed of him…he died. Not only that, i saw how he died. Very tragic and horror . I saw his blood everywhere, he was hit and crushed . I woke up from my dream and got panicked. I cried out loud and i wanted to text him, but I can’t since we don’t text anymore.

What kind of sign is this or what does it mean?