Hi Anita!

U r right these do not seem like enough to trigger all this. I remember thinking back though, my partner had lost his gran and struggled to come to terms with it too. She died the night of our engagement, and since then he was hard to communicate with. It was a long hard year last year, and I can’t help that feel like his wallet and the train incident tipped me way over my tipping point! Iv been broken.

I would be willing to explore what you have said. Do you have any suggestions as to how I go about this?

I know my heads not right. Only a couple of weeks ago I was ready for planning to get married again! Then I feel the fear and guilt tugging and then I’m right back down where I started. The last thing I want to do is break up because of this anxiety.  I need hope and guidance!

Thank youfor your messages so far xxx