Tannhauser, this is amazing! I also realized so much through this experience, good lessons learnt! We all fall down now and then and we get up. I wanted to apologize for such a harsh response too, I was not able to put myself into your perspective at that given time, and I have learnt for the future not to express myself in such a strikt harsh way, it usually only backfires. Others were strong and showed compassion and I had a marvelous learning experience from them how to react more kindly  towards a moment of falling down.

Thank you all.

Much love.

Selene